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why take a selfie when you can speedpaint your own self-portrait and glorify yourself while you're at it
wanted to post this on fb but I owe(do i really?) people art favours which i havent done so I wanna just avoid them and pretend that i have absolutely zero time for their shit. which isnt far from the truth either. i just dont want to have to talk to them.
basically i havent been posting on here for the same reason. life has has much shit for me to do. cant remember the last time i properly drew smth for myself. and as usual, my art skills just disappear if i dont use them. thats just depressing.
//cue long rant
but i really hate it when i just want to do something i love but i just start to suck at it and have no time for it and it all just goes downhill and then i never want to do it again because everytime i try and fail is another reminder to myself that i'm not good enough and i should just leave it to other people. and then everytime i do it for someone else it's just such a stressful experience i just feel like a fucking disappointment yet the more i try the worse i fail it's like a bottleneck it's so fucking frustrating and then i get so angry with everything when i'm actually just angry at myself. i hate myself sometimes. i hate people. i dont want to be awake in life anymore. i just want to be left aloneeeee asdfkhkashdfdskjgdd
tl;dr: fml.
wanted to post this on fb but I owe(do i really?) people art favours which i havent done so I wanna just avoid them and pretend that i have absolutely zero time for their shit. which isnt far from the truth either. i just dont want to have to talk to them.
basically i havent been posting on here for the same reason. life has has much shit for me to do. cant remember the last time i properly drew smth for myself. and as usual, my art skills just disappear if i dont use them. thats just depressing.
//cue long rant
but i really hate it when i just want to do something i love but i just start to suck at it and have no time for it and it all just goes downhill and then i never want to do it again because everytime i try and fail is another reminder to myself that i'm not good enough and i should just leave it to other people. and then everytime i do it for someone else it's just such a stressful experience i just feel like a fucking disappointment yet the more i try the worse i fail it's like a bottleneck it's so fucking frustrating and then i get so angry with everything when i'm actually just angry at myself. i hate myself sometimes. i hate people. i dont want to be awake in life anymore. i just want to be left aloneeeee asdfkhkashdfdskjgdd
tl;dr: fml.
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I think painting your own selfies work since you got such a cute profile out of it
and your hair is cool, plus some nice colour palette going on! Ah, you should get paint and throw it everywhere and make abstract art, you can't go wrong with that ever. Throw paint at the people you owe art too.